Today May 20th of 2000 was the day i had to say my final goodbye.
His burial was at 7:00 in the morning. Only us his closest friends would be there.
However i had changed it at the last minute i couldn't leave him there so i told them to cremate him.
He had said once that he prefered that instead of letting maggots and other insects to eat him once he dies he wanted to be cremated.
They were going to hate me. i wasn't planing on telling anyone, i knew that they would hate me so i want to keep it to myself.
I looked at myself in the mirror and what i saw scared me. I had lost weight i was pale.
This wasn't good, not for me or for my baby.
I open my drawer and i get my jewelry box out. I take out my ring. My engagement ring. Kuro had asked me to marry him, and i had said yes.
We ended getting marry at the courthouse about two months ago. We hadn't told any of our friends yet. We were afraid they wouldn't accept it, but i didn't care anymore. I grab my keys and my jacket and head out the door.