“You married him?” Rena said. “ You knew how i felt. No both of you knew how i felt and didn't even care!” she screamed at me.
“No don't you dare make up excuses.” she said and she started to laugh. “You even took the last piece that was left from him. Without thinking if maybe just maybe i wanted to keep him.” she said and a tear fell down her cheek.
She grabbed her purse and walked towards the door But she stops.
“I'm done. Do whatever you guys want.” she says and leaves the room.
“See you. Yuki” Toyo says and runs after Rena.
The room was silent. I looked up at Shiro who was looking down.
“Say something” i say to him.
“Say something?” he says and smiles. “Yuki if i say something i'll probably regret it later.”
“Is it... is it that wrong that i loved him.” i say to him and he finally looks at me. “No is it that wrong that we loved each other?” i ask him crying my eyes out.
“I-i-i can't be here anymore” he says and walks away.
The room was know silent i fell to the ground and started to cry again. .
No more. I thought i won't cry anymore it's not healthy.
I took a sudden decision that i knew i would never regret.
If i were to tell them that i'm going to have his baby they would probably react like this or worse.
And i don't think i'll be able to handle anymore stress.
I get up from the floor and grab all my clothing from my closet and put them on a suitcase. I grab my phone and dial my moms number.
“Hello” my mom says.
“Hey mom, um can you give me grandma's address?” i ask her not wanting to cry.
“Sure honey hut why do you need it for?”
“Umm. I think it would be better for me and my baby to be away from all of this.” i tell her.
She dosen't ask anymore and she gives it to me.
I would be leaving Tokyo and moving to America in less than a week i had to get away now.
I called the movers and rented a storage unit to put all of his belongings in there.
The landlord had told me to take my time to choose whether i stayed or not but i wanted to leave.
In less than the week all the stuff we're done. I gave my mom some money so she would be able to pay for the rent of the storage unit.
I told her not to say anything of where i went or with who.
“I'll miss you.”
“Me too mom.” i told her.
The only thing i had on me was my suitcase of clothing and his ashes.