Life is meaningless without my dear cats... Lisa... Masha... I miss you very much... If I had one wish I would bring them back...
Okami Haruma's posts:
This is my goodbye message. My life was already hard because of personal problems and school. Today my one year old cat was hit by a car. My parents ( who let her out of the house while I was asleep ) don't care and they went out to the beach to have fun. I am alone at home. I give up on being a support, translator, and manga artist. I CAN'T do this anymore. ( I give the rights of Metal Wolf to my friend. But if she dont want to continue it, that's okay too. ) So please remove me from the crew. Thank you for everything. I wish succes for Mangaido and the manga artists.
The ending remake is finished, so it's time to continue the manga pages. I will be very slow, because very difficult scenes are coming. I forgot how to draw ferrets... xD
https://youtu.be/-l6qCWnLL_o
The fake ending remake is done! It took me 2 weeks but it's finally done! XD I DON'T recommend to watch it in full size, because it's VHS resolution. It gives more natural experience in small size. The sound quality is terrible purposely. Unfortunately fewer characters appear in the new ending, because I had smaller space. I hope you will like it! ^^
I am remaking the ending that I made in summer. The new one will move from top to bottom. The music will be different, but it will be from Johann Sebastian Bass as well because this band fits the most for my story's atmosphere.
Metal Wolf has been updated with 2 new pages. A new character appears. I hope you will like it.
https://mangaido.com/en/chapters/170
English translation is coming soon. Sorry for being inactive... It's due to studies...
Page 24 and 25 of Metal Wolf are available! Unfortunately the translator is very busy. But I think I can translate the small texts of the last 2 pages:
[ Meanwhile at another place ]
Aloys: - Stanislaaaaaav!
Ferret: - !
Aloys: - Ah, here you are! Imagine! I got food and cloth...
...heeeeeeeees.
AAAAAAAA!!!!
[ Tiny demon teeth ]
Ferret: Yes...
Who is this little ferret? You will find out soon! :)
Work in progress. Uneventful. Nothing happens in this page.
A happy Jurek for KapitanLLP c:
OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!!! !!!!! !!! HE IS SO!!!!!!!!CUUUUTE!!!! Thank you dear, you made me day <3
Glad you like it! ^^ Thank you! I drew him happy because he deserves some happiness already.
Can I add him on my fanpage on FB? of course with credit to your profile or facebook's account if you have one :D
Of course you can! ^^ I have no any other account only Mangaido and YouTube.
I updated Metal Wolf with 3 pages... I know I promised that the English translation is coming soon but to be honest... I have no clue when will it come... It was a mistake to give you false hopes... I'm really sorry guys... By the way this is my last update in this summer because my depression took control again... I can't bear this much pain I lost so many loved one in the past years... Locking these things away never work... I know my pages become uglier ang uglier and this is the reason. Drawing just doesn't make me happy... My next update is coming in autumn. However I will continue the Hungarian translations with those comics with I started to translate but I will be very slow... I'm so sorry guys but my soul is very weak.
Don't worry too much about 'fan expectations'. Just take a deep breath, go at your own pace, and keep working towards realizing your dream. It's easy to push yourself into quitting. It's harder to appreciate you're just a human and doing only as much as you're able to do.
Good luck. Have fun.
Thank you for the motivation and the kind words but I'm not quitting. I just need a break. :) I have already accepted my own limits but these days I can't even hit my own quality. Besides I am very sad for personal reasons I cry very often so I need to pick up my pieces before come back. But I will never give up my dream, this comic is the best thing I ever created. I want to share this story with the world since 2013 :)
Ne add fel kérlek! Mindenkinek nehéz és vannak gondjai, de erősnek kell maradnod! Élj a máért, élj magadért! Elhiszem, hogy nehéz a cicád nélkül, de gondolj bele, van aki a szüleit vagy a gyerekét veszíti el. Örök seb, de az élet megy tovább. Az iskolában én is sokat szenvedtem. Tudom jól milyen, én 7 éve élek külföldön. 12 éves voltam mikor elszakítottak a barátaimtól, mindentől. Azóta sem épültem fel teljesen, de nekem itt van a barátom. Egyetlen személy is már sok mindent megtud változtatni. A nyelv miatt pedig a tanulás és a barátkozás is nehezebb, de küzdök. Minden egyes nap! Az otthoni helyzetedről nem tudok sokat, nekem szerencsére kedvesek a szüleim, bár pár éve lelkileg már tőlük sem kapok sok támogatást. De ebben én is kicsit hibás vagyok. Tudom, hogy talán az elején nem voltam valami szimpatikus, de nem vagyok rossz ember, ahogy te sem! Segíthet az is ha csak kibeszéled magadból a problémákat. Ha szükséged lenne valakire, én segítek, meghallgatlak, ha engeded. Bárhogyis, maradj erős, és ne add fel! Kezdj egy új fejezetet az életedben. Változtass ha nem érzed jól magad. Ahogy mondani szokás, te írod a sorsod! :)
You do not have to quit the crew. People who are participating in MANGAIDO are uploading for the people who see it in the busy life. You are helping translate our manga. And you gave the courage to translate to me through a message to me who can not speak English. (My English is not enough yet ...) I will wait until your life has settled down. No one will blame you even if you join MANGAIDO again. Can you think it over again?
@Katsumiee Köszönöm a bíztatást, és bocsi hogy csak most válaszolok. Nekem pontosan olyan, mintha a gyerekemet veszítettem volna el. Mindent együtt csináltunk. Együtt aludtunk, együtt ettünk, együtt néztünk animét, együtt mentünk ki hajnalba harapni valamit. Végig vele voltam akkor is, amikor beteg volt. Akármit csináltam, mindig velem volt... egy hónapon keresztül csak feküdtem, és nem csináltam semmit. Ha a legjobb barátom nem lenne, már nem is tudom, mi lenne velem. A mai napig is siratom.
@Gabriel Thank You. I am trying to come back... But I am still very depressed and have to continue the school projects... I don't have much time left and have a lot of projects to do. I hate life. People don't care if someone dies, I still have to continue the animation and studying like a robot...
@katsumiee Köszönöm a bíztatást, és bocsi hogy csak most válaszolok. Nekem pontosan olyan, mintha a gyerekemet veszítettem volna el. Mindent együtt csináltunk. Együtt aludtunk, együtt ettünk, együtt néztünk animét, együtt mentünk ki hajnalba harapni valamit. Végig vele voltam akkor is, amikor beteg volt. Akármit csináltam, mindig velem volt... egy hónapon keresztül csak feküdtem, és nem csináltam semmit. Ha a legjobb barátom nem lenne, már nem is tudom, mi lenne velem. A mai napig is siratom.
@gabriel Thank You. I am trying to come back... But I am still very depressed and have to continue the school projects... I don't have much time left and have a lot of projects to do. I hate life. People don't care if someone dies, I still have to continue the animation and studying like a robot...
I'm looking forward to your coming back.
And I'm also very interested in the continuation of "Metal Wolf". I'll be waiting!٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶